The moment she realizes her life is about to get so much better..

Pain is a pesky part of being human. She has learned it feels like a stab wound to the heart. Pain is a sudden hurt that can't be escaped. But then she also learned that because of pain, she can feel the beauty, tenderness, and freedom of healing. Pain feels like a fast stab wound to the heart.

She is clothed with strength and dignity, she can laugh at the days to come.

Talking won't change it. But sometimes it was what she wanted most, to tell someone often, though, she just wanted to escape those horrid feelings, to escape herself, so there was no pain, no fear, no ugliness.

And she'll continue to smile no matter how hurt she is.

Jsyk, she is not as strong as she once was.

The moment she realizes that no one is her enemy, but herself.

For that, she ends up pushing people far away from her so that she won't be hurt anymore. .